Huh....?

What a weird day....in lots of ways I won't get into:

Still trying hard to get focused at work. At this point I have so much work I don't know where to begin. But this 9 day break is going to do a body good. I'm just finding it hard to concentrate this week. Probably due to my lack of good sleep and everything. I'm ready to be in Colorado for sure. I guess I won't realize I'm actually going until I'm there.

I think I'm starting to get this God thing. I'm reading "Searching for God Knows What" and it's helping me with some insight as to who Jesus was and why He acted the way He acted. I guess I always looked at him more as a man on earth than a God (like 60/40) and then a total God in heaven (100%) and not a man. But this book helped to remind me that He was a man but was wired like the God He is. Thus, he could resist all the temptations and could act in a way all of us wish we could act. Acting as good as Jesus is impossible and I can grasp it more and more that I'll never reach that.

Nothing real philosophical to write about, just trying to get by. I need to start getting up to each breakfast. Like a friggin huge breakfast. I eat at work, but I'm usually starving by the time I get to lunch which may cause me to make some bad choices in food.

Still trying to get down in the weight area. I'm down around 13 pounds from when I started earlier this year. I need another 13 at least then I'm going to start pumping iron to gain some weight back in muscle hopefully.

Looking for a church here to get into some kind of small group. Nothing has really come up and I have yet to make any friends here that aren't married/engaged/or have some significant other. Thus, still no one to hang out with. LAME.

Anyhoo I need to get to bed so I can be productive at work tomorrow.

Take care.

Prayer Requests? Let me know.

--Me